Tuesday, July 29, 2008
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okay this is seriously crapped.goggled something with cheryl and my beloved niece just now.the search came out my blog =..=freak la. but was hell funny. anyway, got back stats paper today.surprisingly, it was not bad ! hahaha.(: but i doubt econs will be fine.based on alex's expression, i conclude that i scored very low.hahaha, today, i saw someone.it was so *ohmygod*just like so *alamak*yeah, i finally understood why so much of my hairs are standing nowadays.got electrocuted.hahahaha.found my long lost friend, TEE SOON HWEE !haha, drink tea eat soon kueh(xand to my utmost horror,he rmbed e nick he gave me in pri sch =.=aww, thats bad thats bad.hahaha, andya !mycasingdimension is really ready.please view and spread ard kks ?!hugs and kisses(:
Sunday, July 27, 2008
cooool !
hahah, yeah, yeah, yeah !1. FOM PBL2 is finally over !!2. i finally have the time to work on mycasingdimension !!3. errrr...anyway, im just happier than yesterday.and thats something to be happy about !hahaha.today faced laptop for whole day.finally mastered a lil of photoshop.kinda master photo filtre.and some other programs.woooo, so proud !anyway, my beloved niece ms kum "bee" hoon came over.taught her math and sci.realised forgot quite alot.awwww.then went over to cheryl's place and played tennis.today is the first time in my entire life i played.at first was disastrous !and then slowly it got a lil better.at least i can hit like 70% of the balls ?!hahahaha.shld be aching all over alrd.now, i finally finished on the price list and pics for the products.my eyes are sore =..=andya ! this monkey xiao hua wrote in his blog that he hates me right ?!good ! 28yrs of friendship.hurh ! ure so dead.plus went to mycasingdimension and pranked me.tmr will be another busy day.hahah.for minmin:i really wna treat u goreng pisang for e rest of my life de lehhhhhhh !budden people xiao cao leh.have eye contact for once can alrd fly.still wna know people.hahahahahaha, sounds familiar right !?okay, my birthday wish for this year is to @#$%^&*!@#$%^&*.pray hard that my dream will come true (xlirong, cheryl, xiaohua, minmin know what to do alrd uh.hahahahahah ! *the day i receive results is the day i meet my doom*aww, talk abt results.......haiiiiis)xsweetdreams(x
Friday, July 25, 2008
uhhh
im finally done with the freaking pbl2.
poly is not fun =.=
hope tmr's presentation goes well.
pray hard i wont have funny actions anymore.
pray hard that mr wong dont observe them.
(he was e one who realised and told me during last pbl)
super paiseh.
hope i can rmb all e contents.
hope i can score well with my group.
jiayou !!!!!!
haha, min min must be hell tired.
she's doing the final deco and touch up for the ppt.
report done by muthu and gang, so powerful !
finally i felt better today.
after so many many things happened,
im not sure if i can still act like the past.
from yesterday onwards, i told myself to act like a human being when supposed to.
i will retaliate when i feel e need to.
i'll tryyyyy(x
today went home alone. wanted to meet cheryl.
but in e end never)x
anyway, she told me a very good news this morning.
she's going gold coast in dec.
*jealouseddddd*
hahaha, hurhhh, i'll go when i graduate !
bleahhhhhh !!! hahaa.
funeral ended yesterday.
everyone was kinda shag.
do whatever u feel like in life.
for u might not live to the next hour.
sound so scary but freaking true.
ive watched both close kins passed on without notice.
time to wake up and do what i want.
wait, what i want ?
hahaha, aiyah, super dumb.
gotta think it over.
first of all, gotta slp first.
tmr will be a tiring day.
needa wake up at 430 i guessed.
wish me luck ! nightnight(:
Sunday, July 20, 2008
what happened ?
sunday, 20july2008alright, today is horrendous.i tried so hard to complete my pbl2.but i cant )xi still have like one more part to go.i'll try my best when i come back later to complete it.im so freaking sorry muthu.time is really not enough.i still have to like study for econs.econs econs econs.shit.got a nightmare yesterday.felt like something pressing on me.i cant breathe, cant shout.and when i finally could, i woke up.saturday, 19july2008.spent half of my day at the wake today.had some rituals to settle her body into the coffin.i managed to see her for the last time at least.the feeling was familiar.just like 4months ago.how i see my dad lying in the coffin for the last time.within 4 months, i lost 2 close kins.2treasures.how many more to go ?i dont know.it felt so horrible.watching the undertaker dress the accessories for her.it hurt.the cosmetic on her made her dont look like her.u could feel the misery of every single one there.dont talk abt those kids, thou.then my cousin told me to go get omnia.but when we reached there, he got the plan mixed up.if i buy, the monthly plan is damn ex.so i decided not to.thou feeling a lil sour, but its okay.then my jerkass brother.he was looking for a new phone then.but the thing was that my godfather havent had his dinner.so i was kinda edgy to hurry things up and head for dinner.i dont freaking know whether was it becos he didnt got me,or he purposely wna look for trouble.so he kinda raised his voice at me in starhub.fuck.i shouted back.i didnt know why but i didnt thot of respecting him.why shld i ?damn, he's not showing any example.and i guessed he shouted at the wrong person.im not gonna just stand there and let him scold like a fool.i guessed many there got a lil shocked.esp my cousin and godpapa.i dont know what's got into me but his attitude just freaked me out.is either he changed or i changed.i dont feel close to him at all.not anymore.its either he irritates me or scold me.poke fun at me, even in front of others.he's never like other people's brother.NEVER.im envy of lirong actually.very..she has siblings who dotes her very very much.sometimes i feel closer to the other 3 of my brother.thou not blood related brothers, they dote me more than him.i guessed my mum feels it too.i dont feel like talking to him. anyway, got back to e funeral parlour at night.wanted to stay over there to accp jenson.but when i got home, my mum say since no one's driving me back,i shld stay at home.sorry jenson )xtuesday tuesday.friday, 18july2008today sucked.its dad's birthday, happy birthday PAPA.this year is so different.thou we never celebrates it.i will at least say a happy birthday to him everytime.this year, i cant.i cant even visit him.school ends so late.by the time i go, the temple's alrd closed.i was alrd very moody abt it.then i reached sch.fom.i knew the guys didnt mean it.but as usual, they made fun of me.today was so different.i thot of what dad said to me last time.he told me not to give in to others,not to let them bully me always,not to be so timid,not to be useless.but i fulfilled none.im so useless.everyone seems to climb over my head.just becos i wanted to be easy going.everywhere, everytime.what seems to be fun is not fun at all.what looks happy aint no happy at all.i broke down.i supposed i gave them a lil scare.sorry guys, i knew that wasnt on purpose.i ran to toilet and shut in there.minmin came.thanks sweetie, ure really encouraging.she said many many things to kinda revive me.ure my idol(:haha. that made me laugh thou.really thankful.then lunch time. saw dbf3a08.like ohmygod.he's so freaking handsome.i hope i can treat minmin goreng pisang for the rest of my life.and of cos, treat her Ah Yi Bao Yu.pls pls pls. i pray pray pray hard.after school.met up xiao hua, lirong and cheryl.they brought me to chinatown for porridge since i cant bite.when going home, i tried to return call home.but no one picked up.called many many times and got a lil edgy.called my bro then.and found out a devastating news.my first aunt just passed away.like for no reason ?i cried in bus.2nd time of the day.shit.i promised myself no more cry baby.but today, im twice.i cant control.sucked like shit.rushed down to changi hos.every moment i hoped for miracle.hoping that i got the news wrongly.but it didnt.the body cant be retrieved out from the fridge until the coroner examine tmr.thursday, 17july2008went for braces appt with cheryl.thank goodness.doc said next appt take down.realllly. he said it infront of cheryl.i hope really can.thou not hoping too much..anyway, rushing down to the wake now.hope my life improves.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
urhhhhhhhhh
today is tuesday (obvious)..=.=okay, feeling a lil blueeee today.had a day of gastric prob yesterday.and pacc ca2.haiiis, i didnt even tally a single thing.sure flunk with flying colors.who said poly was meant to be fun and more relaxed ?im so gonna bash that ass up.haha.anyway, i really hate a bastard.some bastard whom is an ultimate asshole.curse and swear.so mean la.skipped samik's tutorial today.a lil lil guilty.but bobian, aint feeling too well also.gastric's nt listening to me.i thot i had alot to say.but i guessed i forgot most of it alrd.whatever. haha.going kbox tmr for fom proj.haha, cool right.i wna go overseas. really really yearn.plus, im dying for omnia.but its hell ex now.and i will try to get the watch i want asap.urgh, life's not good w/o a watch.terrible.gotta work hard !so patronize e shop. so i can fulfill my dreams.hahaha.my mind is in an ultimate swirl.i cant think properly at all.its a knot that has to be untied.i just loathe the things that happened.and all i can say is 2008 aint my year.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
saturday !
hahaha, my arms hurt like shit today.
yesterday night went out with singlegang(:
met them for movie at night,
was struggling with proj before that.
watched RED CLIFF.
its nice, really.
just that, erm..... (shant say)
hahahaha.
then went arcade =.=
actually is pool, but arcade's just beside ma..
haha, spent like $10 on time crisis.
and thats e reason why my hands hurt.
after that went bowling.
freaking siao la.
hahaha, thereafter dinner.
dinner at 2plus. yes.
so chatted till 4am ?
i swear i didnt know the time until my mum called.
she asked if i wanted my dad to fetch me.
yah la, trying to scare me la she.
hahahaha.
so now, my cousin's confirming abt the pricing.
yeah ! my first blog shop is finally up !
its called MY CASING DIMENSION.
okay, basically we sell casings for ipod, iphone.
and many many more.
pls feel free to browse ard(:
and i hate to say,
i havent study for tmr's pacc ca2.
)x
Thursday, July 10, 2008
my teethhhhhhh.
i love thursday. cos sch ends pretty early.hehs(x went for braces appt today. i was so freaking early. so had to walk ard heeren for like 45mins ?haha, i hate shopping alone. but that kinda of loneliness is pretty sexy.hahahahaha =.=emphasize on LONELINESS.becos someone who promised me to accp,went MIA.yah la yah la. overslept la she.LOL. anyway, back to dental appt.doc asked if im satisfied with my teeth.i thot it was pretty fine, but me and my BIG MOUTH,i said "i'll leave it to u to decide"hence, he replied."fine then, if i decide, then i'll say its not ready yet"hell =.=i was like "huhh, u really want me to celebrate e 4th anniversary uh..."ahaha, can take down alrd lehhhhhh.NEVER MIND !i paid 4k for e braces.shall fully utilised it.andya ! doc say all my wisdom teeth are coming out.ohmygod =.=but shld be out nicely.if not, im dead.he say all are visible alrd.ohmygod la, all 4 seh. pray hard pray hard !next dental appt is on next thurs !hopefully by then i can take down !
Monday, July 7, 2008
myself ?
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
great day !
hehs, today is a nice nice day(x
im currently an employee of AMBITION LEARNING HUB ?
hahahaha. part timer to be exact.
providing home tuition i supposed.
still unclear thou. hahaha.
know what, the tuition agency is operated by a bunch of guys.
really a whole bunch of them ! hahaha.
was kinda shocked to see them all today while waiting for my interview.
haha, they appeared to be formal yet playful bunch.
formal cos they were wearing formal.
playful cos u know when a bunch of guys got tgt, they are hell noisy.
hahahaha.
my interviewer seems nice(x
and everything went on smoothly i supposed.
but i dont know whats my pay, cos i forgot to ask)x
dumbass =.=
anyway, i hope it'll be a nice job((((x
went plaza sing after that and met cheryl, julin, shawn and freddy.
lemme introduce my new friend, FREDDY(:
hahaha, shawn's friend. i met a new friend today !
proud seh =.=
hahaha, den went for movie. to be exact, movie(S)
watched THE STRANGERS.
hmmm, i give rating of 1.05 ! cos the storyline is a lil......
you know.
hahahah. just like vacancy.
but worst than vacancy.
thereafter the crazy us decided to catch another one.
WANTED(:
this time round its so much better.
thou a lil exaggerating.
but still nice. angelina jolie's hot.
hahahhha. after movie-ing, no more idea what to head on next.
so walked to orchard.
wanted to go swensens for icecream.
but the queue is freaking longggggg =.=
ended up at XIN WANG HONG KONG CAFE.
order desserts and my beancurd.
julin and i got so mad that guess how we eat it ?
we sucked it actually.
using straw, invention of alternative to eat beancurd.
hahaha, felt like vomiting in the end =.=
orbiquek.
took pictures and pictures and pictures.
finally time to go home.
took train and met this freaking ****** made in ch**a guy.
like wth la. kept starring at us.
separated ways with julin, shawn and freddy and dhoby ghaut.
and joint ways with that asshole.
throughout the journey, his eyes were on us.
damn heng.
then at hougang station, cheryl and i came up with a trick.
acting as thou we werent alighting and rush out of
train when it was abt to close.
phew.
finally got home(x
will post all pics when julin and cheryl sent me pics.
seeya !
Friday, July 4, 2008
sounds emo, but i hate today.
i dont think today is a good day.early in e morning, im not feeling good. thats kinda unusual cos we'll always crap on our way to sch.in class, also not much mood.what's wrong uh ?i just feel very wrong today. extremely abnormal.my sixth sense today is super duper accurate.*scary*after sch, went to mrt station straight to wait for cheryl.coincidentally, saw huahan.and then i saw him. with her.why was she there ? they patched ?too many many questions, yet i know nuts.so helpless. i dont know what to feel also.if they are really tgt, i sincerely give them my blessings.at that very moment, i recalled e scene at plaza sing.ohmygod. really yucky.but im alrd in no shoe to make any comment.anyway, went plaza sing then to watch movie.huahan, lirong, cheryl and i(xGET SMART(((:super nice ! hahaha. kinda funny.thereafter, head home.while on train, this very funny teoteo super itchy hand.she took out her freebie (a wanted tattoo) and made on my arm.great =.= im supposed to have an interview tmr.no sleeveless to say then.ohmygod. interview.ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.no confidence. sure cannot de la.urgh, my life suck.fine, shall stop complaining. ahhhh, tmr's interview. ohmygod.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
1st july
woooooooohooooooo.
im starting to see something coming in while viewing those
pics my cousin took abt e products.
seems like everything's getting a lil on track(x
i really hope i can earn some allowance for myself.
so that i wont have to claim from mum.
plus i'll have savings to go overseas, australia, hong kong, bang kok, etc !
hahahaha.
im earning for myself okay ! that shows i can think !
hahaa.
hannah, hao lian la.
was really tired on monday.
got home at ard 8plus ? cos of e student dialogue thingy.
but thank goodness i went.
cos DBF3A08 got this ultra handsome classrep la !
*drooollllss* + *i hope he NEVER sees this*
=.= pls dont sound like despo can.
okokokay, anyway, yah, he's HANDSOME.
im just commenting =..=
get back get back !
so i slept really early.
sorry han liang ! haha, u called during dialogue time.
so i cant pick up. then i damn tired alrd. so it slipped off my mind.
then today woke up super early.
cos its samik's lesson ! *act excited*
today is really damn hell fun.
plus brain cells consuming.
cos weihao (i think) started those thinking-kinda game to play.
hahaha, and thru out stats and econs lecture, i was struggling la.
during econs, i literally had a nervous breakdown.
hahahaha. thanks to weihao (as usual)
played with minmin and joshua also.
wahlao, got so many different kinds laa !
then after sch, revenged !
hahah, i played all those with cheryl.
see her struggle damn happy. (sick)
and yah ! some guy called, (i dont recall his name but i think its jian something)
shld be han liang's friend called just now.
haha, asked me go down for interview on saturday.
like ohmygod la !
he say he'll gimme all details thru email.
okay, sounds nice thou.
then now, cheryl's creating a blog for my cousin.
im selling ipod accessories and some casing stuffs plus gadgets.
haha, will note down the link big after its done !
must patronise okay !??!?!
andya, chatted with van ge just now.
for IVAN BAY xx:dont be upset kks ? its just a minor minor setback. rmb, ure not on- form yet ! so just keep trying harder. plus the most impt thing is that u know u've tried ure best(xCONSTANCE WONG WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT U (xgoodnight(:
