with hardship comes joy

Sunday, September 28, 2008

finally after longgggggggg.
okay great, its been close to a week since i last visited my blog.
time for an update. basically after day 2 of e grp chalet, i left.
):
sorry bros.
day 3, wed, 24 sept 08.
hehehe, went to take mc today @ polyclinic.
waited for freaking long la.
if ure terribly sicked, nv go polyclinic.
cos u might just wait to death. really long.
thereafter went home to change. and met my bro.
hahaha. headed to town & wanted to shop for shao ming's 21st bday present.
uhuhuh. kinda sad cos i got nth in e end.
sickening la. that monkey seems to have everything.
then some more its e 21st. cant be so anyhow right.
so decided to wait for cheryl to get tgt.
next stop, dinner @ a place call chinese swimming club ?
hahha, very very nice dinner.
then went east coast park. super nearby.
walk walk, talk talk, communicate. hahahaha.

thursday, work.
without my lil baby cheryl teo.
she's ill, food poisoning.
must be e salmon on sunday.
haahahaha.
boring boring.

friday. changed shift with shu fei.
im off ! just nice coincidentally my friend's day off.
1200pm. raining. a lil drenched. so poor thing right.
hahaha. went to pay respect to dad.
i miss him so so much.
tried so hard to swallow back everything.
but e moment i talked to him, everything went out.
lovely, thanks for being there to clean up my mess.
mrt-ed to amk hub to catch movie. disaster movie ?
have absolutely no idea what e movie is abt.
at night. song of e sea @ sentosa. so funny la.
enjoyable day.
did lotsa nice and fun things.
u better be responsible !

thanks baby cheryl.
thanks for being understanding yea.
i really appreciate it alot alot.

saturday, changed shift with melissa.
awww, so freaking early la.
i was late. so cab to redhill & then took mrt.
kinda redundant. cos i thot e herbal tea shop would be opened.
budden ahha, im dumb.
its not opened so early luh, dumbass.
work all e way.

today, work.
i love sunday. fantastic.
really great to work on sundaysssss.
e calls is very limited.
plus i can blog.
although just now mathew, one of e TL caught me,
he said " why are u sticking out ure tongue ? i caught u la"
dumb =..=
someone just complaint that i nv blog abt people @ work.
okay lor.
this portion is specially for e monkey, piggy, MARCUS TENG.
i met this girl @ starhub's training.
first look, eeeeeee. asshole face.
hahahaha.
on e 3rd day, this sickening ass turned & quarrelled.
hahaha. he's one big indecent ass.
tgt with dominic, curly and guys, we had a mini war.
until today, he's still a super duper indecent man.
just imagine someone who doesnt speak proper chinese,
(cant understand alot of it)
he can actually imitate e cheena accent.
and its freaking similar la.
so funny. so accurate some more.
and i believe there's more to come. alot alot more.
but im ending work soon.
tendered in resignation letter.
and e grp of us tendered in e same resignation letter.
haaha, every single word is identical except our info.
gonna miss e whole lot of them.
really nice people.
hahaha, hope to stay in contact as well.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

i wna slp )x

BOOOOOO =...=
GUESS WHERE AM I NOW ?
yea, chalet @ aranda. with e usual gang. plus someone new. hhaha.
guy called WEI HAO, my sec sch friend. but nv talked before.
apparently its 4.27am now.
but nobody DARES to slp.
cos they said the first to slp will have to go thru e toothpaste torments.
darlie vs colgate.
ewwww, even e girls aint pardon.
so im trying super hard to keep myself awake.
watched white chicks for like e 5th times just now.
and e super lame kawai kept repeating, like subtitles.
thereafter went mcdonalds for supper ? hahaha.
CURRY SAUCE, ewwwww.
when we came back, i showed them abt it.
grossssss.
im so freaking tired.
but i dont wish to wake up with toothpaste all over my face =..=
ive decided to badmouth those guys.
i think (w/o permission from e others) we can change singlegang.
to something else. hehs.
to childishgang(:
basically, andy kong is e leader of this new created one.
and im in e league.
but e rest dont acknowledge. but I DONT CARE !
dragging them alrd. hahaha.
its super funny when ure out with a grp of guys.
they speak all dirty languages. sickening
hear no evil )x
im knocking out. brain's dead. i dont know what to type.
uh. got it. SOMEONE msging me knocked out.
for e first time, someone got knocked out before me.
ahhaha, another thing.
another someone msged me regarding JAMES PATTERSON's book.
hahaha, someone got hooked to his books. COPYCAT !
female murder club yea ? hahaa.
then that someone suddenly told me to enjoy @ aranda.
so i was kinda shocked.
how e hell he know my blog ? cannot be what.
haha, so my blog is easily found on google.
hahahahaha =.......=
some STALKER read all my posts, my life.
hahahah. scary HOR ? hahahaha.
im brave ! not easily frightened.
so shut ure gap and stop trying to scare me with ure haunted smses.
hahahaha.
kawai just caught me trying to doze off. =...=
*slapping myself*
wednesday will be another off day(:
self-declared. shhhhhh.

okay, today's work is equally gross as usual.
i have this terrible headache for e whole day. real sickening.
then e super dumbass constance wong sent to wrong department for speedy.
apparently i clicked e mol tech one.
when it returned, it got sent to e sales department.
still have to trouble freddy to fix it for me.
so sorry )x
i dislike d-shift. cos like so late.........)x
i prefer start & end early. more time to slp.

its freezing cold now. i forgot my jacket)x
no slp, no pillow, no blanket. (e selfish peoplessssss) ahahahha.
plus im currently listening to kawai's songs.
from his iphone. hannah, iphone laaaaaa.
smash it ! wahaha =..= no sense.
hawaii songs - what e bird is that ? hahaha.
but okay la. its nice. hahaa. funny lyrics.
he's obviously trying to influence my pure & innocent mind.
that sickening ass, as usual.

okay la, i think thats e end ?
seriously. nobody slept.
to be exact. nobody dares to slp =....=
5am alrd lehhhh. aww man.
HELLO PANDA EYES.
wild wild wet is closed. still thot of going tmr, i mean later.
last but not least, thank you jason !
im using his laptop, his wireless.

OHYAOHYA !!!
ive yet to say abt yest.
how i managed to punk ALWIN. haha.
to take my revenge for e starhub prank he had on me earlier.
hahaha, apparently i told him cheryl & i were lesbo.
ahem. initially, he didnt believed.
but after my convincing looks & stern face, he fell into e trap.
he didnt even dare to ask abt my "love story" with cheryl.
he said he's afraid that i might be offended.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. look at his "ohmygod, whatehell, im so scared" look.
hahaha, hell hilarious.
dont i look like im only interested in guys ?
he say he'll take revenge.
awww, but i prefer if we could work tgt and prank someone else.
hahahaha.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

okay, what im gonna blog abt is so so so wrong.
but i still wna blog.
this is damn ji-po (gossip-peeeee)
there's this freaking interesting call.
hmmm, how shld i start with lehhhh ?
hhaahha. okayy, here it goes.
a man called. i picked up e call.

me: good afternoon, starXXX, this is constance. how may i assist u ?
man: i want to add this channel 101.102.105.106 uh.
me: oh, okay sir, can i have e subscriber's i/c no. ?
man: XXXXXXXX
me: okay sir, pls hold while i retrieve ure acct.
man: eheheh ! its e hougXXX address uh. *(note: first time telling me)
me: thank you for e hold sir. how can i help u with ure acct ? (im in hougXXX's acct alrd)
man: are u looking @ e hougXXX acct ? i got 2 accts leh. *(note: 2nd time saying)
me: yes, sir. (rechecked in case i got e wrong one)
man: okay uh. so u confirm is e hougXXX address right ? *(note: 3rd time telling me seh.
come on laaaaaaaa. must be hiding something. so careful ?)
me: yes sir. its e hougXXX ave X address right ?
man: ya ! so its e hougXXX one. not e CHXX CHX KXNG address hor ? *(note:4th time =..=)
me: ya, thats right sir. (WAHLAOOOOOO. how many times u want me to repeat ?)
man: okay then. i would like to add some channels.
me: no problem sir, u mentioned that is blablablabla........
(details of this part of e conver u need not know. HHAHAHA)
me: sir, just to confirm, u would like to add on e chinXXe inXo basXc grp right ?
man: uh, u hold on huh. (speaking to someone else in mandarin)
man to another china woman: eh, u confirm XX...XX right ?
china woman to man: ya, LAO GONG (EMPHASIZED) is the chinXXe inXo right ?
man to china woman: hannah. so okay huh ?
man to me: uh, yah. correct. only that one.
me: is there anything else i can do for u sir ?
man: wait uh (again speaking to that woman)
man to woman: hai you mei you she me dong xi ? (so sweet la) - still have anything ?
woman: mei you le, xie xie LAOGONG.
man to me : ah, u confirm is hougXXX address right ? ***(note: this is e bloody
man: confirm hougXXX ?
me: YES.
damn.
hahahahahah
must be keeping mistress.
u believe ?
hahahahaha.
i do.
when u work here, u meet all kinds of people.
and.
alwin just got PUNK'D.
yea(:

wheeeeee !
guess where am i now ?
hahaha, yeah, im working currently(x
ayer rajah, AOS building.
heh(x proud of my conduct during work.
okay, today is pathetic.
not only is e office very much empty, e calls are even worse.
until now, i only have 14calls.
cos today is SUNDAY(:
hahahahaah. so what i did is play online games, sms & BLOG(:
i see cheryl teo blogging beside me too(((:
andya. just now when i was having lunch, mcdonald's fillet meal,
this super @#$%^@%^ ALWIN came over & told me.
"eeehhhh ! u dare to eat curry sauce uh ?,
you dont know e curry sauce has maggots inside ?"
i gave him that "get away from me!" look and continued eating.
hahahaha, then he added "really ! its out in e news & email !!!"
ewwww, i froze and stopped eating.
but whats worse now, i feel like puking.
cos he proved to me that he didnt prank me this time round.
i saw e damn pic & post regarding e maggots in mcdonald's curry sauce.
one word - GROSS
so disgusting laaaa. and now they are searching for disgusting mc's report.
LAAAAAAAAA.
ah shit, one call came in & i forgot what i wanted to type.
hahaha.
anyway, its just ultimately gross.

tmr's chalet. supposedly.
BUT, not for me until night time)x
i cant take leave. i cant take leave.
i can only join my girls (only one among them all actually) @ night.
awwww.
tues im on leave.
wed im taking leave (mc, hehe)
so boring here *yawnxzxzxzxzxx*

okay, CONGRATULATIONS to LEE HAN LIANG.
u passed ure driving tp for like 12 points right ?
haha, gong xi gong xi.
so now u can start dating my mother alrd.
hahahahah =..=
but not bad la, can pass @ first time.
see ure face, thot will probably take 7 times.
hahaha, JOKING ONLY.
(in case next time retribution. smacking my face)

Thursday, September 18, 2008

booshit !

met up with dora last night.
felt so so so good. like e days in sec sch.
e whole lot of craps, e childish part of me.
in ntuc, we pushed trolley. hahaha.
make it as thou we're making huge purchases.
as yes we did ! hahaha.
and everytime i climb on e trolley, both legs free from ground,
u'll hear dora saying "can u pls come down?" or
"come down la you ! cant stand u uh"
hahaahha, like mother reprimanding daughter.
only in 6 months time right ?
hahahaa.
met mum on bus thereafter and went to my aunt's hse.
like any other thursdays night.
my da ge's left hand is still wrapped like dumpling.
hahahaha. its super funny la.
he's going for operation next time i guess.
and he said after 6months, he'll still be federal again =..=
yes, the bigger sized and fatter, more cheena look version.
andya, e bangkok - krabi - bangkok - singapore trip is confirmed.
wheeeeee. i asked if its possible if my friends suddenly wna go.
yeahhh, can. as long as got $$, everything's possible.
didnt manage to go during march. but hopefully this time round, it'll be fine.
my er ge came back shortly.
as usual, that fatass bullied me all e way.
chased him outta his house cos he was smoking infront of me,
making that dumb firey dragon kinda action to tease me.
but im not happy yesterday. hahah, not at all.
couldnt slp. i tossed & turned till like 2plus ?
with my phone in my hand.
e feeling sucked.
then i started to reminisce some past events.
smiled to slp.
this morning when mum & i were waiting for taxi,
she asked "quarrelled with friends ?"
haha, obviously all my probs are always shown on my face.
but nahh, nobody quarrelled with me.
den she added "if u stay in this manner, then dont regret next time"
i cant hide anything from her at all.
okay, rongrong is here.
gtg!
andya andya. today Lee Han Liang has driving test !
hahaha, good luck and good luck yea(:
you can de la.
plane u can handle, driving test only ! ahahaha.

am i in, or out of luck ?

alright, im supposed to be @ work now.
but yes, took mc. cos not really feeling well.
budden after i took, i really started feeling unwell.
aww, shit.
doc gave me 2 days of mc.
stating upper respiratory tract infection.
uh, it is just flu & sore throat luh.
anyway anyway, 17sept2008. hmmm.
hahahaha. just fantastic(:
but sometimes i do feel inferior too )x
like, i supposed others can do a better job. alot alot more better.
plus with regards to certain issue, i seem so low.
im starting to doubt myself, again.
nvmnvm. think on e brighter side.
im gonna meet dora later.
to buy what huh ? hahaha, gonna get chopped into pieces alrd.
anyway, aranda country club on 22/23/24 sept(:
haha, gang chalet.
this is e first time e whole gang staying out tgt for 2 nights.
only dora & i xiang yi wei ming.
cos i predict there'll be monkeys like donovon & jason making fun.
awwwwww, im gonna miss work alrd.
hehehe.
but next week im going night safari, i think.
anyway, according to that pervert lee han liang,
soda + what, can help to get better from flu ?
isit some indian remedies ? hahahahhah !
(i bet someone's gonna see this and start saying i have prejudice against him again)

i realised its so hard to create a balance in everything.
every single thing.
sometimes its really hard, really really hard to be happy.
cos whenever im sure i can do it well, i end up with disappointment.
sometimes what i need is just a lil lil encouragement from some people.
but they end up piling onto my troubles.
i know i cant balance things out.
never.
its such an contradictory to my name.
urgh.
and just when im smiling,
i understand i'll stop someday, somehow.
revert to how i was again. its just like a cycle.

and to minmin's friend,
i understand ure misery, fully.
ive been thru whatever ure going thru right now.
its okay darling, we learn from happenings.
we'll grow, we'll love & we'll treasure.
what's most impt now is to show him ure concern, ure love.
tell him u need him, u need him to be strong.
stay with him, whenever u can.
study hard, strive for ure o's.
let him be proud of u.
whatever it is, he'll send an angel down for you.
like what my dad did.

im kinda missing pumpkin.
the lady who has been mia-ing from my blog for quite awhile alrd.
whoever u are, if u need me just let me know.
i'll be most oblige to be of help.
even if its just a normal sorrows-pouring session.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

sweets(:

im getting closer to becoming XXXXXXXXX (x
ive been a mad woman for e whole night.
sorry sorry.
im so guilty for being such an ass.
when constance is tense, she's dumb.
totally no sense and is crazy.
but after someone repeatedly assured her & wished her goodluck,
her mind's settled and is okay.
thanks. really big THANKS(:
looking forward to tmr. BIG DAY isnt it ?
its D-DAY. ohmygod.
constance wong can do it right ? yesyesyes.
nights(:

Sunday, September 14, 2008

armani sweets

haha, yea. today is my first day officially as CCC !
the call track is really bad. but i have calls coming in always.
not like when im doing hivr. have to wait 2hrs for 1 call.
hahah. i upgraded and downgraded many many channels for cust !
so proud.
but there's this one cust im so fed up with.
im really angry with him. so disappointed.
he called to ask why his sports channel is being cut-off suddenly.
so, i checked out every single detail for him.
cos i know there's this impt match tonight that everyone's asking.
i really wasted alot alot alot of time searching out everything.
even approached one of the TL.
then finally, the truth reveals.
he DIDNT EVEN BLOODY SUBSCRIBE TO THE SPORTS GRP.
it was his wife who subscribed under her name.
but that acct was alrd cancelled and changed to the husband's.
he LIED to me.
cust can scold, shout, scream @ me.
i dont mind, i dont care.
but the least they can do is not to lie to me.
sickening ass. why must he lie ?
if he dont lie, maybe i'll try to do something for him.
but he did. i didnt even bother to listen to him crapping.
abt how pathetic starhub is.
threatening me, trying to make me feel guilty.
he's pathetic. and cheapo.
and he will never terminate his contract like how he tried to threaten.
becos he has to PAY.
liar.
dont talk abt him.

hahaaha, from e moment i drained all my energy to fight back.
i lost to fate.
the moment * told me not to say anything,
i lost myself.

thanks cheryl, thanks so much.
thanks for assuring me that im great, its fine.
thanks for telling me not to dwell on.
thanks for i can do it.
thanks for buying me dinner, when i only ate 5 strands of it.
thanks for standing by me all these while.
thanks for waiting for me @ hougang station everyday.
thanks for not scolding me. when im late almost everyday :D

Friday, September 12, 2008

HELLO HELLO !
okay great, i can finally sit down nicely (wo e two eyelids fallg now & then)
haha, let me share abt my experience so far @ that terrible ayer rajah =..=
hmm, not so horrible actually.
since i have cheryl's companion & someone whom i used to bicker with(x
yahyahyah !
today, during training, i was msging someone.
i knew i was damn obvious becos of my ass-phone.
just then, i rec a msg from starhub. apparently, someone sent thru e system.
i got freaked out, cos the msg states " ms constance, pls pay attn during training as
blablablablablah........" i kept my phone and didnt dare to touch it
even thou i was urging to reply.
then after the training, when i went into e office to put back my jacket,
e guys stopped me and told me abt e prank.
yes, they pranked me.
)x
ultimate disgrace, constance wong.
luckily my inbox was full & e other msg ALWIN got ALEX to send didnt came in.
the next one was worst.
telling me they terminated my contract and not to report to work tmr.
haha, that was how sickening my colleagues are !
anyway, they are super fun ! haha, nice people(:
as for cust... haha, there are goods & bads.
some were really nice(: they say thank you @ least.
the others, spells d-i-s-a-s-t-e-r.
one of them screamed into e phone. so sad luh.
i tried so hard to help, yet i received that.
NVM, swallow it (:

ahhhhh, im really happy(x
really really happy.
sweets.
i... ahhhhh........
hahahah, silly me. i know.
after interrogating, reading all those things.
im extremely. urhhh, words cant describe (x

and i need concentration for now.
im fighting a war with someone.
a different kinda war(x

Saturday, September 6, 2008

ahhhhh finally feel like posting.
been working working and working since last week.
alright, not exactly work, but training.
haha, put it bluntly, it means sitting there till ure butt hurts and get paid.
my training class is kinda BIG, 37.
i've met a few new friends too ! hahaha.
but never really talk to them. cos im always with cheryl.
listening attachment on thurs, and i FINALLY understood e pain of e job.
so people, dont call starhub for cablevision/maxonline helpdesk for fun !
and the job is not fun.
hahahaha, practically is to get scolding, and meet weird people.
but looking it optimistically, it shld be fun ! =..=
hahahaha, anyway, gotta start work officially on tues.
im on d shift, super "heng"
1130-2100. dead, so late la ! den cannot accp mama.
andya, read e news & got e news regarding one of my relative's death from my aunt yest.
she lives in bishan, and ive not seen her before in my entire life i supposed.
she hung herself in the toilet the other day.
and her bastard son found her when he got home from work at ard 8pm.
that aunt of mine led a miserable life.
she practically contacts no one except her bastard husband & son.
e 2 didnt allowed her to contact her sisters, relatives.
sets curfew, controlled her life.
for goodness sake she dont even greet her neighbours.
my 5th aunt met her on street e other time and wanted to chat with her.
but she looked at her watch and hurried off, said she needa rush home.
her own sisters didnt see her for more than 8yrs.
do u believe?!
what's worst was her 2 only kins - husband & son,
scolds her with vulgarities always.
for the actual reason of her suicide, i guess only e 2 bastards knows.
but from what the rest believes, they caused her death indirectly.
can u like imagine ? son hurling profanities @ mother.
mother dotes son like nobody's business.
so when one of her sisters learnt abt her death, she went to their hse.
but when her son saw his aunt, he scolded her, with vulgarites.
& said that she didnt contact his mum for the past 8yrs, so why now ?
no sense. they were the ones who didnt allowed his mother to.
e dead's siblings wanted to do something for their dead sister.
they wanted to hold e wake for 5 days and plan some rituals to let their sister to r.i.p
but to their utmost disbelief, e 2 bastards sent e dead's body for cremation right after they were allowed to retrieve e body.
bloody inhuman. its his wife and his mother,
dont they feel guilty, for e least bit ?

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

I LOVE MY MOTHER(X
ON THIS PLANET EARTH, I LOVE HER MOST MOST MOST.
plus, lee han liang is now SEXUALLY HARRASSING me !!!!!
ohhmygod.
ihatemyworkingplace, freaking far.
ihatehatehateitbeingsofar.
sobs, urgh.