with hardship comes joy

Thursday, October 30, 2008

okays, i needa confess our sins right now.
i am a bad student.
same goes to minmin.
hehehe.
she's charging her phone in class.
that tutor is teaching.
we are eating pocky.
hers - strawberry, mine - chocolate.
plus additional tube of choc on e desk.
we are blogging, surfing net.
some more we are sitting at e front.
i think we're both blacklisted.
totally tou.
plus, im sad.
cos i accidentally dropped my pocky.
now im eating it in many pieces)x
my lips cracked.
like shit la.
today cracked even bigger.
its e edge of e lips that hurts.
ohmygod.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:

First and foremost,
to my best poly friend ever, HO SENG MIN, minmin that is,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU(:

sweet sweet 17(:

she's a super duper nice friend in poly.
without her, class is damn boring.
life in sch is freaking hell stupid.
and no jokes, no mik mik, no angorippa, no nth.
impt nice good friend(:
someone who care for me.
someone who wants to be there, someone who feels how i feel.
someone who encourages me.
someone who praises me.
thanks for e everything everything(:
best sweetie(:
thanks.
got her a album she wants, i hope.
plus a lil box cos noticed that she didnt have a proper to store her accessories.
hehehe(:
hope she'll like it.

anyway, talk abt yest.
right, i wasnt feeling good e whole day.
mentally.
my bag was stored golds, super heavy.
my mood likewise, was super heavy too.
met birdy after sch.
birdy played with my vision.
i cant see properly what, scared myself. hhaha.
hmm, tried to practice my acting skills.
apparently not very convincing.
great. went cathay, hmm, can i say as usual ?
haha, wanted to catch e coffin.
but booo, its nt up yet.
walked over to ps and watched max payne instead.
didnt really got my full attn.
birdy has a very fierce face.
dinner @ cafe cartel.
met someone from cvss @ body shop.
she approached, hehe, nice nice(:
home, mum talked to me as usual.
but i wasnt in e mood to talk.
sorry mum. she was just being very nice.
went to slp by 1030.
i was up by 5am this morning.
as usual, mum was talking to me.
haha, i guessed i had a nightmare last night.
i sleep-talked. super no face.
i didnt slp well again. she claimed that i tossed and turned for whole night.
means she didnt slp too.
damn, i only know how to cause her trouble.
bad daughter.
itab2 now, nt constructive at all.
i need to vent everything out.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

appreciated(x

this post is specially meant for bestie JOSHUA CHAN(:
as i promised, it will be up by tonight !
hahhaah.
today, 28oct2008.
constance wong was damn busy with stats ca3 and e ideas.
dumb IDEAs.
skipped calendars and astronomy.
hehehe, too tired, too sickening.
so as we all know, my timetable only has one hr break.
but i needa struggle to complete it.
so, very kind JOSHUA BESTIE and that act one reborn pom-pom went to buy food for us.
allllllll of them want chicken rice.
only e damn fussy me e chicken katsu curry plus potato koroke from e jap food stall in fc6.
as we allllll know again, that stall is famous for its lil food served yet long queue.
so i told him that its okay, buy me chicken rice will do.
and i thot he will buy chicken rice to save e hassle ma.
when he came back, he passed me another bag of food.
i opened it and it was CHICKEN KATSU CURRY with potato koroke.
tears of happiness rolled down my cheeks.
haha, a lil exaggerated thou.
i was really touched la.
thanks bestie, super touched.
making u nt able to study yr ca3 just becos of buying food for me.
thanks thanks thanks(:
ure e best ! ahahaha, owe u one more chin-chow !
shall repay u someday(x

Monday, October 27, 2008

project : bird(:

hello ! time to blog.
hahaha, so many things yet to do.
but heck la, blog first(:
waiting for the most blur pig to come.

24oct, fri
sch sch sch, with 3 hrs of break.
damn, its really freaking boring.
hahaha, sch ended, birdy came(:
went my place to put our belongings.
met rongrong @ ehub.
korean cuisine, ohmygod. finally.
thanks rong for choosing ehub ! hahaha.
took beef, ohmygod, BEEF ! hahaha.
nice nice(x

25oct, sat

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE(:
dinner on sun, nervous wreck.
hahaha, today's my aunt's 100th day.
woke up @ 4am to accp my mum to last aunt's place.
ohmygod, lack of slp totally.
hahah, spammed birdy with many many smses.
to prove that i got unlimited sms.
bleahs !
set off by 8am to e chinese cemetery.
haha, as usual, crapped my way on bus with jenson.
nice nephew, who's older than me by 2mths.
hahaha ! everytime i must take initiative to suan him first.
just becos im older, in generation.
suan him from top to bottom.
hahaha, super nice to suan him.
cos everybody will laugh like mad when he rebuts.
my mum, his grandaunt, supported me like crap when i suan him.
hehehe, proud (x
but i only see him once in a while. so quite hard to make fun.
will make fun whenever i can.
birdy came over at 2plus. that pig overslept.

BIRDY HERE
CONSTANCE WONG RUIMIN IS A PIG, NOT A PIGLET
CONSTANCE WONG RUIMIN IS XIAO-BULLY-NU, NOT XIAOLONGNU.

WAKE UP SO LATE, WHEN YOU SLEEP SO EARLY !

BIRDY SIGNING OFF, BYE.

great, that was birdy. i bully huh ?! i am a pig huh ?!
okay, ure so done.
hahaha.
anyway, ps-ed birdy in e living room and went to bathe.
my kind bro thot that birdy was quite poor thing, and chatted.
jio-ed birdy to watch him play dota.
and they became buddies.
damn-ed ! hahahahaha. they both use e similar tactics and clicked.
urh. then my bro told me and my mum.
" next time if birdy comes to our place & didnt have a date with girl,
girl will ask "eh, i dont have a date with u leh"
then birdy will reply, "no la, i didnt come to find u. i came for ure bro !"
ohmygod, this is so pathetic ! hahahaa.
thereafter, we set off to dhoby. walked ard and fooled a lil.
day ended.
**start of PROJECT : BIRD**

sun, 26oct.
woke up like ard 12(x
hehehe, birdy came at like 1plus i guess.
prepared myself alllllllll e way from 2plus till like 6.
had a super duper plus ultra impt date.
nervous like crap. wna look not too bad ma.
went for a simple lunch after leaving hse.
counting down to meet my doom.
reached PREGO by 745.
started off with ordering, then some simple chats.
i was told not to let e folks know that someone is CHEEKY !
questions asked :
1. what kinda cuisine do u like ?
ans ; korean ?
reply given ; okay, next time i bring u to korea.
comments ; bloody shocking.

2. who do u think does yi jin looks like ?
ans ; mum
reaction by birdy ; wooooooo ! mum !
comments ; its just a slip of tongue. damn u birdy !

if uncle were to rate birdy squash skills. from 1-10, 1 being e poorest,
he gives birdy a 2.
hi-5 uncle !
hahahahahahaha, neh neh neh !
plus, thanks uncle auntie for e present(:
and e cakes of cos.
i love it super duper much(:
appreciated.
at e end of dinner, birdy sabo-ed me.
"go, hug my mum, go !"
homed by 1030.
someone slept on e sofa for like 20mins.
took pics of cos ! payback time ! hahahaha.
shall post it !

today !!!
hahaha, birdy came @ 130.
was supposed to do ideas. and guess i have to chiong later.
shopped @ ntuc from noon.
i was just supposed to accp birdy for lunch @ 327.
damn my bro.
"u guys wna go hougang mall right ?"
we did not.
ahhahaha, but okay la. help him deposit his cheque lor.
home @ 5plus.
watched e mama-dramas with mum.
*explicit details shall be taken off since this is a pg rated blog*
hahahaha, bullshit la.
went for dinner @ kovan with mum and birdy.
talked alot.
i can see that birdy is good @ buying people over.
hahahaha, click with my mum, friends forever with my bro.
even my godfather warned me to be good.
hahha, winner right.
took revenge after dinner. told birdy to give mum, MY MUM, a hug.
i think birdy was too paiseh, so mum patted birdy's back.
seriously, my mum wont slap when u hug her la.
hahahahahahaahha, damn-ed funny.
my mum just told me abt lil rong rong.
my mum brought him downstairs just now to wait for his parents.
and when they arrived, rong rong told my mum
" mor-mor le, ni kuai dian shang qu orh-orh"
in english;
"its very late now, hurry go home and slp"
ohmygod, so sweet right ?
esp its just from a 2yrs old kiddo.

okay la, gotta chiong ideas alrd.
wish me lucks.

sorry that we can just be friends.
i appreciate every single errand u ran for me.
really, sincerely grateful with that.
i hope we can still be good friends, if not, at least friends afterall.
thanks for being there all these while.
im sorry, really am.
thanks, but sorry.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

my class=..=

always watch his drama series..

im sorry, i cant control. this was supposed to be candid. but too candid.

classic ! look at laoda's face

bird

Day 2 @ mikmik's lesson =..=

c r a p

*wink wink*

yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!

aww, this is retard.

thanks to joshua's ribena bottle

LOOK AT WEIHAO !

wednesday(:

ITAB2.
aww, as usual, itab2 = blogging time.
this tutor uh, is really @#$%^&* i dont know what to say.
she is super urm....... haiyah, so much that i need to blog.
too entertaining, but still better than the previous one(:
talk abt yest, wed. as usual, meet birdy after 3 lectures.
mrted down to cathay.
moment i enter e cabin, i saw a middle age man leaning on e glass panel beside e door.
dover station opens e door at the opposite side.
train was not packed. no seats thou, as usual.
so i walked inner, stood near e man. but not close at all.
damn, e moment i stood still, he turned to me.
it was so obvious cos he was initially leaning against e panel.
dont look into his eyes. cos its definitely more frightening than e one i say marcus teng used to "rape" me during e 3rd day of starh*b training.
horrendous.
@buona vista station, e lady @ e opposite panel alight.
so there comes my opportunity.
i walked over and stood against e panel opposite that idiot.
phew, thot everything was fine. at least i wont be that close to him.
happily con't playing my bubble breaker.
there was 2 guys ard my age standing in between me and that pervert.
so by right i shld be super safe now right ?
ah, god knows, that man slowly, step by step move towards me.
damn.
by e queenstown or commonwealth station, he was beside me alrd.
feel like crying la. so helpless.
tried to stay cool. but cant help feeling him close.
gross. everytime he move closer, i stopped my damn game.
dont dare to look anywhere at all. just stared at my phone.
tried to take a peek and saw that basket staring straight at me.
SOS.
turned away, saw a guy looking at that pervert, then me.
but i dont think he dare to help, cos i didnt look scared. just stoned.
wanted to take mrt all e way to city hall.
but arriving each station seems eternity.
plus, he seemed to be getting closer very second.
andand, he mumbles to himself. damn freaking scary.
at outram station, i bth alrd. squeezed myself outta e cabin.
i cant take it anymore. mentally frightening.
he gave me e gut feeling that im in danger.
so horrifying. usually in train when people keep looking, i'll just look back.
dont bother or make funny face.
but this time, its hell different.
he is not normal. at least, not yesterday.
ran immediately after im outta e train.
i must have looked like a mad woman.
dont dare to look back, just kept hurrying myself.
took train to dhoby ghaut.
kinda shaken.
actually very.
met birdy, felt so nice to see birdy.
birdy oh birdy, so nice to hug u.
walked to cathay.
damn that birdy. kept laughing at me.
so sickening la.
cant u sense that im really very very shakened ?
laugh and laugh nonstop.
still laughed even when u claimed that ure worried too.
yea right, who will believe u in that kinda scenario ?
felt so neglected, extremely agitated.
one more agitation and my tap will be turned on again =..=
it was not okay until someone used "ku rou ji" on me.
then i lost.
watched nights in rodanthe.
nice show, but sad ending.
pinky pinky(:
dinner @ xin wang hong kong cafe.
feel hong kong. hahahahaha. =..=
im so gonna pay for birdy (:
bleahhhhhh !!!
home by 915. talked to mama.
haha, mum nagged birdy.
poor girl. hope u wont mind(x
will post pics took in class later(x

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

MOB

currently having MOB tutorial.
this very funny lecturer is a close-to-bald, middle age man.
with a beer belly and so so looks.
thick eyebrow and low manly voice.
man, why am i even interested in describing him ?
hahahahaha ! cant blame la, spsb really got no handsome dudes.
no choice lower expectation lor. =..= hehe(x
alright alright alright.
projs are coming in, what the bird.

talk abt yest,
birdy came over after my sch.
met me and cheryl for dinner. alwin came after that.
this real big sotong got e dates for squash tournament wrongly.
leading to a misunderstanding.
haiis, that girl uh.
knocked out yest night while online.
woke up at 4. hurried my mob and im so dead.
i didnt touch zbrush at all.
crap, totally screwed.
hope minmin, e one with e designer brain can help me with some of it.
hehehe.

gtg, blog later.

Monday, October 20, 2008

appreciation post

this post is specially meant for someone who did a great help to me.

thanks shufei !!!!!!!!!!

sincerely with greatest gratitude.
haha, i met this lady @ starhub.
great colleague, nice friend.
thank you so much for helping someone,
walking someone to business block.
cos someone is seriously a ultimate sotong.
someone will probably struggle and reach after i left sch.
haha, hard on u alrd.
next time treat u a big meal kks ??

Thursday, October 16, 2008

i feel so wrong )x

weeettttssss, time to blog(:
one more day to 17th(:
started sch alrd, awwwww.
got alot to blog, but i forgot super many things.
having itab2 currently. wahaha, as usual.
otot(:
i saw minmin blogging beside me too ! hahahaha.

e super cheapo LEE HAN LIANG is so bloody cheapo !
bleahs.
pay for what u want ! no money no stock.
hahaha, go complain to my mum for all u want.
bleahhhhhhhhhhhhh ~
i cant see, i cant hear, lalalalalaa.

monday, 13oct
met birdy after sch. supposed to alight at np.
but dont know why, i missed that stop.
NOT becos im a direction idiot can ? hahaha.
plus, i dont know where is KAP becos i dont stay ard that area ma.
just like someone didnt know hougang mall, compass point or even heartland mall !
bleahs !
some very blur people love curry sauce so much that she stained her own shirt.
finally baby cheryl & alwin came.
fought our way till dinner.
ben & jerry at a super nice place thereafter.
cheryl was scared to death by alwin when we were abt to leave.

tuesday 14oct
GEM lesson : Calendars & Astronomy
nicenice, kinda like this module.
(shit my ppt hang again, urgh !)
e lecturer was freaking hell funny, not as in humourous thou.
" internal-national calendar " was supposed to be "international calendar"
" e RICE rises from e east " was supposed to be " e sun rises from e east "
she didnt even bother to change, so cute la.
but only bad pt abt the lesson, damn early la. 8-10.
walked back to business sch area, passby popular.
wanted to stretch my leg and thot i could stand on 1 foot.
damn, wrong move.
i lost my balance and omg, i slammed onto e glass panel.
directly beside next to e other side of e panel stood another guy.
according to minmin, he nearly jumped and got freaked out.
as thou he thot i was gonna fall onto him.
pls la, glass panel fake one meh ? hahahahahahaha.
super paiseh and hurried off.
from 10-1300, we got nth to do.
mob lecturer cancelled tutorials.
slacked @ fc4 with minmin.
had nth better to do, so we talked abt e changed of thai food.
met my fav lecturer SAMIK NATH, my dearest mikmik.
i thot i would understand him more after handling so many cust in starh*b.
but kinda wrong la. )x
haha, he changed his hairstyle, no more e one-sided mcdonalds.
i wanted to recommend him e vannathirai channel, since its on promo now.
hahahahaha !
ideas lesson ended early, headed to fc6 to wait for cheryl & rong.
lucky for me, bestfriend, chong ming, michell, lao da were lunching.
so i joined(:
super nice of chong ming & bestie to accp me after laoda & michelle went off.
suddenly when i was talking to chong ming regarding our common interest in BUBBLE BREAKER, i saw someone walking towards me.
wtb are u doing here ?!
anyway, story ends. haha.

wed 15oct
today's lesson is e most most relaxed one.
3 lectures and off u go.
vivo-ed with cheryl to settle my bank issues.
payment to be made for e insurance, damn my brother for being insurance agent.
hahaa.
but but but, pymt cant be done using axs, nt my prob alrd.
baby cheryl nt feeling good.
hmm, understand all her worries & unhappiness.
telling her nt to bother aint gonna work.
but at least, try not to let it bother u too much ?
hmm, they'll get tired of it. then stop.
or let them have their retribution someday.
dont make it quits, do no good to urself.
watched burn after reading.
not nice )x
suggested to go haw par villa, since alwin droved.
thanks alwin(x
but e 18levels of hell was closed, we were too late.
mosquito ONLY attacked ME !
so unfair ! angry la, my both legs swelled with their bites.
apparently, B+ blood is sweeter than 2 O+ blood type there !
actually is cos im sweet la(:
*vomit vomit*
labrador park for dinner @ OLIVE.
piang eh, bloody hell ex. pls, seriously ex.
ohmygod, this is worse than a splurge.
its called, splurgesplurge. or splurge square.
lame =...=
met up with some kakees from singlegang.
hahaha, were e single gang, circle of friends(:
nice one andy(:
headache, study, stress, not free, cmi.
heng i went(: hahahahaha.
mum called before that & asked if i was lost.
=..= full with sarcasm, as usual. MY MUM. hahha.
so people, now u know where i learnt that sarcasm skills from uh.
" u better get home before 12, i am waiting for u " winning sentence.
" birdy also stricted before 2330" i reached before that hor !

haiissssssssssssssssssssss.
im sorry honey, i cant seem to forgo everything everytime.
keeping quiet becos i dont wna bother u.
its my part, my bad.
not ure fault at all. sorry.
e moment i think of them, i got super upset.
thinking im just another one.
sorry.
really sorry.
wrong mentality, but i just cant help.
sorry if ive said harsh words to hurt u, i know i always do.
u asked if i am happy.
but are u ?
dont wna see u,
cos i dont wna lose u.
not at all.

anyway thanks people,
thanks for e help.
thanks iris for helping birdy.
thanks minmin for talking to me.
thanks lirong for listening.
thanks dora for protecting me.
thanks cheryl for being there.
and lastly, thanks mum for getting me to hang in there.

Friday, October 10, 2008

haha, ivan's broken slippers.

notice andy's face is ever funny ?

look at andy, right below my elbow.

this pic looks wrong =..=

andy brushes, kawai praises(:

look at dodovan, cant even get his middle finger straight ! ahhaha.

ultimate gay !

LOOK AT DORA !

andy looked seductive isnt it ?

play e stack stack game !

uno stacko !

to all my beloved involved, terribly sorry for e delay in posting e pics.
enjoy enjoy(:

wheeeeee(x
its been a long while since i last blog.
as usual, im too busy.
hahaha, busy for my everything.
before the damn sch actually starts.

monday, 6oct08
bbq-ed @ cheryl's place.
erica and birdy obviously allied.
hahhaha, was late.
drank a lil lil red wine, and SOMEBIRDY got drunk.
birdyhell hilarious.
he kept hitting my leg =..= and turned e handyplast bottle to erica, nonstop.
hahahaa, got super high.
esp when i was on e phone with iris. LOL, damn funny.
i supposed erica was kinda drunk too.

tuesday, 7oct08
met up with sweetie today @ bugis.
wanted to act high class to meet for high tea =..=
hahahah, no la. went fish & co.
nicenice, its my first time dining @ fish & co.
cos usually is at manhattan.
sweetie gave me something, so sweet of her la.
thanks sweetie((:
really nice to chit chat and do some catching up.
went watsons thereafter cos she wna show me something.
then when we were abt to leave, e alarm rang.
some very rude personnel came over and checked.
its from e mascara from sweetie.
he gave us that "GOTCHA, THIEF" kinda look.
damn him. obviously we were not afraid.
i mean, she bought it somewhere else.
i exclaimed quite loud, hoping that e dog faced man can hear.
"dont worry la, just now when u showed me in fish & co,
im sure one of e waiter or waitress would have notice abt it"
then after a while he came back with e mascara,
with no sense of remorse and still that sonofabitch kinda face.
returned sweetie and walked off.
LOSER.
then sweetie and i went over to street to seeseewalkwalk.
shldnt have went.
cos i knew it. spent and got home @ ard 10 plus.
birdy came over @ 12plus.
went for prata, very nice.. haha.

wednesday, 08oct08
woke up @ 10.
got ready with birdy @ ard 1plus.
birdy was busy blogging =..=
e new name given was seriously way toooo off.
xiaolongnu, like whatebird ?!
met cheryl for lunch. then desserts @ kovan hawker.
alwin came, drove us to my cousin's office.
then to birdy's katong hse.
off we go to msquare.
met our colleagues later at night.
they are really a grp of super duper nice people.
like very bonded and nice. just super nice.
gonna miss them like bloody hell many many.
went east coast after marina, while e rest headed home.
wow, eye-opening experience.
hahahahahaha.

thursday, 09oct08
i brought birdy down to my cousin's place for haircut.
brand new girl girl look.
so pretty laaaaa.
something bad happened before that.
took quite a while before i settled down.
bloody hell got frightened and so agitated.
that i cant control.
went for movie after that and went to visit my cousin.
oh my poor cousin.
he cant even move in the mrng.
so worrying la.
san bao drove birdy home after that.

friday, 10 oct 08.
TODAY(:
visiting my er ge later ard 12.
let me get my blogging done first.
dinner with lirong @ night.
so long never see her alrd, miss miss.
told birdy all abt my good friends yest.
hahahaa.

new mantra : sureeeeeeee~

Sunday, October 5, 2008

OSM 21st(x