chatted with dora yest.
cool man, bff.
(:
thanks !
i dont know what to do also.
just remain as what it is ?
stay prepared ?
mood-less day.
i dont even know where is my concentration.
im shy, fear of it terribly.
how much can i put my trust again ?

hello ! i just finished part of my work and decided to take say 15 mins to slack.
meanwhile im waiting for my slowpok to reply my msg.
hahaha. spent yesterday completing projs.
i really @#$%^& bird's x mates. screwed up brains and people.
why cant they be understanding and nicer ?
lao niao bu fa wei, they treat him like ill-bird.
and there's like so lil i can do to help also.
sorry )x
bro went for operation on thurs.
his ligament on the right knee this time.
mom went over to aunt's as usual cos fri mrng she needa buy groceries.
so i was supposed to be all alone. ends up, *wink wink*
did my work until like 4 in the morning.
slept at 5, woke up at 7plus.
my bird finally confessed something which i was kept in dark since day 1.
details are as follow. @#^$%^*)*&^$%#@.
yea, so yah. went home after sch, was having this super hell pain stomach cramp.
nearly died on train. reached home, knocked out. woke up with some bird watching me slp.
ahahha, went ichiban sushi for dinner, filling dinner.
so did e egg got cooked in the end ? i guessed it did.
went home feeling very bloated and unwell.
realised it was cos of my menses.
it was late, hence i think thats why its exceptionally much. felt very lethargic and knocked out even before bird left.
woke up the following day feeling even worst.
went out for shufei sweet's bday. happy sweet 18th(:
we got her a bday card and an ang bao. like ohmygod la.
ang bao seh ! we're so sua gu !
but that was cos we seriously ran outta time due to my proj.
sorry sweets )x
promise will get her another gift.
cabbed to west coast mall, or was it clementi mall ?
then alwin came to pick us up.
met curly, weihong there. ohmygod,
its curly u know ?
i always have a fetish for his small curls.
natural small curls. woohoo !
hahahaha hints to bird, GO PERM !
hahahaha, no please thou. went off at 11plus.
wanted to go for supper but alwin gotta go.
so we dropped off at choa chu kang mrt and cabbed to chomp chomp.
supposed to reach home at 1am. both of us as instructed, no concession.
hahaha. had supper, sinful supper as usual.
then the 2 idiots, i mean we both idiots, decided to talk a walk.
so we walked. supposed to be a short walk out.
we ended up walked to kovan mrt station.
this is so mad la.
hahaha we walked for an hour plus before time was almost up.
so cab home from kovan.
and e moment we reached my place, his parents came.
heng ah !
conclusion, my bird = my virgin boy(x

*ps: i loathe sch.
and i dare nt think abt overseas.
and someone definitely cant stay over
and let someone drink frozen chicken essence !
my virginboy no more lies uh !
promise, okay?
i toot you(:

this post is so specially for my bird(:
thanks for accompanying me to every single jab (minus off sunday)
even thou its nth to do with u. must be really hard on u this week.
waking up at @ 5am to come all e way to hougang just to accp me for a butt poking session.
listen to me grumbling, complaining all e pain.
comforting me, carrying my bag for me.
u make me feel that e jabs are nt that painful anymore(:
e delicious oil-free-of-charge-prata(:
making u late for sch, didnt manage to study for stats.
so guilty la.
u have no obligations to.
thanks so much(:
sorry for nearly ahem-ing u.
sorry for being harsh to u cos of my own pain.
sorry sorry sorry.
luckily u act thick skin, heng ah.
i rmb what dora say !
hahaha.
"marcus teng is a very good multi-tasker right ?" (:

happy new year !
hahaha.
stats now.
super high recently.
probably cos my classmates are super duper funny.
"im e man with bangs !"
cool seh !
hahaha, i dont have bangs by the way.
or rather, its not exactly that bangy ?
that mon when i went to sch with reborn hair,
6 guys laughed like shit.
including the super hell =...= joshua.
he almost rolled on e floor.
that funny meh ?
im constanC la.
u QING HUA.
hahaha. got so much but nt exactly so much to say.
projs piling.
crs down.
mob up.
ideas up.
itab2 up.
shit !
hahahaha.
busy busy week before exam.
before new year.
ohya, i have yet to get new year clothing.
even thou i cant get celebrate. hahaha.
my infection is getting more and more serious.
basically im immune to all kinda antibiotics.
so im on injection on.
twice daily on my buttock.
now got so so much holes.
later if i shit, it will come out from all e holes.
wahaha, damn gross.
but hell painful.
hmm, its super better when mom or birdy accp me to e doc.
with them ard, nt so painful.
plus got someone to hold my bag for me.
hahahaha !

as usual, its been a week(:
everything's still e same, im almost e same too ?
its been a week since sch reopened.
damn)x
i hate it seriously.
projects are piling up.
im so screwed. exams are coming.
just looking forward to e 6weeks hols in march.
hehehe, very useless. but yea.

30dec, tuesday
calendars and astronmy (astronomy =.=)
whooo, followed by mob skit.
hell hilarious.
i fan jian, supposed to get scolding by joshua.
stats, new teacher, MONA-lisa.
she was kinda cute la.
keep laughing for i dont know why.
hmm, she's kinda clear in her teaching.
not too bad.
ideas next. ohmygod.
new proj. due in week 4, its week 2 now.

31dec, wednesday
last day of 2008.
(:
3 lectures as usual.
wasnt paying attn during econs.
cos joshua was damn kajiao-ing me.
my writings were gosh, hell pretty.
so i gave up and took my revenge.
met bird after sch @ usual place.
so late. recently he's been attacking from e back which scares me.
a lil bit only !
went kovan then home.
met amanda and ashley with yi jin @ bugis by 6pm.
bought the hawaii-kinda shirt.
similar designs but diff colour.
so cute la, we looked like a band.
went over to auntie selena's again.
traumatised by that house.
actually was by those dogs.
andya, today was actually quite amazing.
its e first time in my entire life that my bird's good impression buang.
hahaha, during lil nyonya.
i heard a very cute sound. like air being compressed and forced out.
i stood still and thot what was that.
so i turned to bird, saw his face and started laughing.
laughed like crazy.
e both of us was laughing pretty off with others oblivious to whats going on between us two.
then suddenly bird asked me what happened.
and i continued laughing. obviously someone ahem right !
hahaha, then someone made up some ultimate stupid excuse.
(my jeans spilt)
yeah right ! like so real !
spent the night there and had nth better to do )x
finally couldnt really take it and e 5 of us went to e playground nearby.
played swing till i was panting, perspired like shit, sticky like glue.
12 struck and i was home by 1230.
what a nice new year count down party(:
=..=
wanting to go for a supper.
but struck off that idea soon after that.

01/01/09, thursday
blablablablabla, wanted to go out.
then bird came.
new year day was seriously boring.
bird was hell silly.
had headache and it seemed pretty serious.
i bet e lack of breakfast and lunch constitute to part of it.
dinner at kovan food market.
bird and mom had couple meal while i was e loner.
added some ingredients to bird's drink thou(:
split ways after dinner since it was pretty late alrd.
mom and i went over to aunts.

02/01, friday.
wanted to skip school today.
but how to ?
constance is such a good girl.
yea right.
becos there's june's lesson.
and cos i scored D for my pacc, thats why.
tgiad today. plus wanted to celebrate muthu's bday for him.
but hell knows he ran off so fast.
and i found out one more thing.
muthu cant touch beef due to some religion restriction.
and minmin dont really touch too. but she eats pig's kidney, fully cooked.
she likes whats that vege called ?
and of cos, crabmeat(:
anyway, lunch was supposed to be at seoul garden.
budden it was full house, saddening.
then i suggested to go to e steamboat place oppo bugis to try our luck.
it was actually some cheena place with not so fresh food.
i smell urine all e way in their food.
picked my bird up from yck mrt platform then.
someone was kinda late cos he's full of shit !
then he attacked from e back again.
brought him to my family clinic @ tpy.
with my godpapa so concern abt his yi-ting.
called to ask if he needs to help us take e queue number or not.
hahaha, touched right.
accp him to doc. and he had some women's prob.
prolong menses cramp and nonstop of his menses flow.
hahahha, stupid.
hope that its just some stress pain and pray that he'll be fine soon(:
met my godpapa, he was at the kopitiam next to e clinic.
talked abt bird's driving lessons.
touched my anger spot.
someone delayed till now, orbi if u cant finish within 6mths.
godpapa got us to go up to his place.
so went and talked to aunt.
blablabla abit and everyone always only side bird =..=
time's up and we cabbed home to put down our belongings before cabbing to meet rong jie and zhong ge for dinner @ ehub. as usual. hahah.
but this time round, they were e ones late ! hurray !
for once, we waited for 15-20mins !

03/01, saturday.
bird was late.
and that asshole made me didnt dare to bathe cos i was worried that no one can open e door for him.
and he was bloody hell late =..=
did proj.
crs bloody shit.
=..= 40%
he helped, like 2%.
hahahahaha, went over to my last aunt's.
ning ning's bday.
drank like 10 sips and my gastric acted.
while some bird's face looked like money's ass.
hahahaha, so cute la.
right, john ?
met cheryl and eric after that.
just a bit late.
brought laptop over cos i have to finish my proj !!!!
hahaha.
finally found all my argument points.
went for supper with bird after that.
no prata )x
dont wna go 401 for supper alrd.
went back to cheryl's and bird slept.
hahha, seriously. we gotta reconsider who's e pig ?!
couldnt take it and went home.

so here i am(:
birdy teng, u rmb what we pinkied ?
sun, mon, tues, wed, u.
thurs, fri, sat, me.
hahaha. liar will be severely dealt with huh !
u cant fight with me cos me more me more !
haha.

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