with hardship comes joy

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

monday greenxzxzx

today is monday ! hahahaha
i hate mondays, as well as tuesday.
grrrr, shitty bluezxxzxzxzxzxx )x
my motivation to go to sch is to look forward to after sch and weekends.
of cos, hols asap !
thanks to my sweethoneybee motivating me everyday.
cant resist falling deeper and deeper in love.
ewwwww, damn gross.
yayaya, whatever !
hahahahha, dont be jealoused of woman in love ! (that's me)
hehehe.
crazy crazy.
just finished doing the final edition of the questionaire.
with support of my honeybee again.
its a pleasure to hear your voice my dear(:
thanks for waiting up for me.
and tmr's soccer must strive hard okay!
dedicate the goal to me again. (vomit blood shit)
ohya, talk abt today.
went to visit my bro after sch with bee.
i kinda like fooled the person there to let us go up as jia ning was up there with him alrd.
then bla bla bla there.
and went to visit bee's ah Q gong.
in icu.
so poor thing.
hmm, darling, i'll be there for you kks ?
dont worry dont worry !
tmr will be meeting darl again to visit my bro.
hahahaha.
(mt is very sad now. cos he cant give me surprises)
but hell darl, everything from u is gold to me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN LI RONG.
DEAREST SISTER,
FINALLY 18.
BUY ME CIGARETTES,
BUY ME WINE.
BUY ME CLUBBING, PUBBING, CHILLING.
WHATEVER(X
all i wna tell you is,
i dont wanna be the first to wish you happy birthday.
cos i wish to be the last.
to go thru every bday with you.
and stay this close with u forever.
happy sweet 18(x

mr darling ohmygod i love you(x
thanks for everything sweet.
although i must comment your singing is horrible.
to the max.
but still, thanks for singing to me.
i love it.
im smiling.
really am.
putting in all i can to return you with whatever u deserve(:
i dont believe in forever,
except for u.
only u.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

weird day ?

yeahhhh ! today is thursday.
one more day to fri !
i love weekends !
its week 5 since sch started. cant wait for week 18 to come.
something great happened last night.
marcus teng, commented something so great,
that im kinda offended.
right, dont talk about it.
projs in sch.
ohmygoodness.
its piling up.
lirong's bday is coming.
and she still doesnt wna tell me what she wants.
hahahaa, so ive got a lil lil idea.
(:
sis, hope u'll like it then (:
ohya, let me comment about 2 weird things that happened today.

1. was trying my luck went to tender my application form for cdc.
it was overdue and surprisingly, the lady accepted it.
and she said, "oh ! i remember u !"
(i dont remember knowing her thou ?)
then she went thru my application and approved.
just as she completed, she passed it to another lady to sign.
apparently, she's e lady sending us e emails.
then she looked at me and said,
"so ure finally here huh, constance"
was kinda taken aback.
like, they were expecting me ?

2. took mrt home.
decided to take to harbourfront since e direction towards punggol just left.
when it was harbourfront station, i continued sitting,
watching my supernatural.
was super engrossed in sam and dean when the lights in train went off.
it was almost pitch dark.
the train door closed and it moved towards further down harbourfront.
but usually it will just go back to outram.
so e lights came back a lil and i was like freaked out.
looking for help but was the only one in my cabin.
then i see people walking towards me.
very very few people.
then the green man came and asked me to move to the last door.
i counted and there was 7 of us.
including this lady who looked filippino sitting opposite me.
she was like giving me e "are we gonna die? im so scared" look.
then the train moved back to harbourfront station,
this time the opposite side.
then when we reached, the green man opened e one and only door for us to alight.
wooo, it was so so scary.
esp when im like watching supernatural and kinda haunted by it.

hehehe, but now im safe and sound !

another minute makes me wna kill myself.

damn u marcus teng,
dont ask if im still mad at u.
obviously i am.
esp when u decided to listen to yr ''very experienced'' friend and doubt me.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

wow, its been like years before i finally start blogging again.
wanted to recently but felt so busy all along.
seldom use com when im home.
urgh, life's hard life's hard.
studies is shit.
is this world really so complicated ?
full of people who backstab one another ?
2 faced monsters.
so scary.
why make the agenda so hidden, so scheming ?
ultimately we all dies.
so why make death full of misery and sorrows ?
i feel so inferior at times.
like comparatively, im nothing.
luckily i have sweetheart ard supporting me recently.
thanks (:
i just hope things gets better !

Thursday, May 7, 2009

shitting day

woohoo !
thursday.
skipped sch today.
blame it on the fibre drink i took yest.
i was practically clearing everything in my bowels today.
so weak that i couldnt stand up this morning.
i think i was kinda dehydrated.
so giddy and empty inside.
kinda boring at home but if i realise, i got loads of hmwk to complete.
gonna pick my bird up after his squash.
hehe(X
im mad over yoguru.
best yogurt i ever tasted.
hehe, cos very seldom, this yogurt doesnt cause any phlegm.
plus the oreo crush and granola is really heaven.
i wna get today.
honey also want.
im thinking of a double happy situation.
that if i buy from cityhall, by the time i reach nyp, it wont melt.
impossible sia.
even if i fly, other than the cbd charge from cab, it will take at least 15-20 mins as well.
thats e same if i actually take mrt.
so how uh ?
then if i meet him up alrd then we go cityhall,
its nt practical too.
we'll have to carry loads of stuffs, from him.
racket, shoes, laptop, bags, clothing, etc.
not feasible at all.
damn it, i hope yoguru can open more outlets.
and sack all the unfriendly staffs in e outlet @ kallang leisure.
can hire me if they want !
hahaha, so i can eat it all day long.
plus plus, at least i wont bad mouth the customers infront of them.
hehehe.
they shld take CRM.
so i will be served better next time.
a bunch of uncivilised people.
hehe, andya, sister rong's bday is coming.
hehehehehheehehehhe.
gtg ! seeya (:

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

boring !

RWPS now.
sian to e max.
was waiting for some snail to msg me.
but it never come.
good uh marcus teng ! hahahha.
proj piling up more and more.
so worried that i cant cope.
everything seems so hard.
all the work and everything.
struggle for 2 more years and that will be the end of everything alrd (x
hahaha. jia you constance !
new lecture teaching us how to use eliser.
he's really bones and skins.
i shall donate some meat to him.
hmm, waiting for sch to end so i can meet snail !
hahah, tmr meeting dora.
i hope nth nth pops up again.
miss her (:
seeya !