Sunday, August 31, 2008
the feeling of going out with DORA is so so so good(:iloveyoubaby(:starting work tmr. die)x
happy birthday to me !!! part 2(:
hellohello ! im back !today, 27aug2008 is my BIRTHDAY !hehehe, i thot bday this yr wont be happy. as in, i wont feel much of a thing.but looks like im freaking wrong ! cos my grp of buddies, my beloved(s),made me felt so loved within these few days.met up with lirong & huahan @ hougang mrt @ 3pm.was given a huge bouquet of purple rose.12 stalks u know ?!! so touched la !becos i was told to dress nicer, i acted more feminine.(im super duper sure SOH, HUA HAN is gonna have sever objection abt it.)watch 4bia.i agree this is really a horror film.becos i didnt wna messed my hair (i tied it up),i sat straight & in an uncomfortable position throughout.and bobian, so have to act brave.hahaha (lirong & cheryl curled like shrimps.)at least i watched like $5 of it u know ? for them - $2.50before we entered e theatre, they gave me my "present" - ang pao.haha, its obviously a prank. the angpao was thick.and obviously not with $$$hahaahha, after movie, went to e opened area.woohoo, cut my cake, did e ritual (errrhh, sounds wrong)and u know what ? cheryl managed to find the watch ive been lookg for all my life!i wanted to buy it long ago but the bloody salesperson say its sold out.cheryl managed to get it for me. like so ohmygod luh !i know lirong went ard 1/2 of sg to search for it, but in vain.cheryl has good luck. but nonetheless, im still@#$%^&*( greatful to it !thank u guys(:not forgetting XIAO HUA - the one whom i always fight with !he's been a great joker to play ard with me.hehehe, nice friend(:so thereafter, we went chompchomp.i supposed im gonna avoid there for @ least a month.after dinner, got a call from laiho.i wasnt expecting from him u know.but he just called & wna meet.like so ohmygod ! so we met him up & he passed me a bracelet.with my name on it.thankssss(: really, thank you, you. makes me guilty for not giving him anything )xand now that im home, lookg thru all those pics and gifts,i sincerely thank u alllllllll. & i meant every single thank you(s)esp those who mia for a long while, was really shocked to received smses from u guys.hahahah, super touched(:thanks thanks thanks(:after so many many horrible things that happened to me recently,i realised that nth is more than a person's concern for u,knowing someone out there actually loves u,a sentence of comfort, thats the sound, the voice of love.i've been loved, and this i know.a simple i love you will mean the whole world to me.for i might not be able to hear it for eternity(:im currently 17, one more year to my dream year. hahaha.woohoo, the feel is so special man !speciallyforTANLIRONG(:hey beloved, thanks for all the special efforts u tendered to me all these whiles(:i really appreciate every single thing.i might be really oblivious to the surrounding ( like what u always say)but i certainly know who treats me good & loves me truly(:the supposed-to-be-a-normal-sketchbook has now evolved into a memorable,precious, important, gift of mine.something that i'll never ever bear to dump away.even the day i die, i'll make sure i carry it with me.&CHERYLTEO(:hey baby, ure so loving la !thanks for that around-orchard-tour to help me get my candy-watch.plus all the tiny stuffs we did when we were out.i rmb e craps we share, e pranks we played, e dumb things we splurge on, and nonetheless,the australia thing i swear it will happen with e grp of loves & buddies(:haha, im nice to u also right - YOU KNOW WHY.hahahahahahahaha.(:plusDORAGOH,hey darling, its been a while since we last catched up.hahaa, dont worry, just like ivan, u have a significant place, prolly 1.48th(0.1) before ivan. hahahaha !call me when u are, feel free, feel comfy.im always here ! always, always and always.dont be shy, nth to shy abt.like what ure dad says,"HAINANESE MUST STAND WITH HAINANESE"hahaha !dont brood over what to get me. having u as my darling is alrd the most prestigious gift sent by GOD.ohmygod, did i just said GOD ? hahaha, must be influenced by ure taoist belief.HAHAHA. ILOVEYOU(:andMINMIN,sweetiesweetie! thanks anyone, everyone for letting me know u.its a pleasure, a sibei-heng kinda thing.w/o u, life in dbf1a03 wont be like that anymore.i'll probably get bullied by e bestfriends daily.hahahahahahh ! (talk bad abt them)its alotalot of laughter, free concert by u and joy(:i hope we'll be in the same class forever !ure always encouraging me, comforting me,saying good things abt me that i didnt believe in that.feeling happy for me, congratulating every single success & happiness of mine(:really thank you !okokokay, there're alot more people i wna thank,share my appreciation to.but for now, i needa meet mrCOMA, to COMA.i cant stand the weight of those eyelids.plus those super sugary and sweet things said by IVAN BAY.hahaha, my best guy buddy ever on earth.and e next time u dare to keep anything from me again,i'll crush ure neck with my bisceps !hahahaha, ure forgiven this time (((:and he's really a sweet talker.look @ him and u thot he's a dull man.but dont be fooled by his innocent looks.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
happy birthday to me !
wooooo, im finally 17 !!!
hehehehe, older than dora, kawai, kimann, and many many more !
wheeeeeeee !!!
hehe, the 26aug was rather a busy day.
cos gotta travel here and there, so tiring.
met members of singlegang for dinner.
@ usual place, billy bombers.
hahaha, jason was the servant. or rather e waiter.
bobian, he works there.
hahaha, heard that he wna quit like 6months ago. =..=
anyway, the guys were always nice and nice(:
ivan kept talking to me, i meant, we chatted all e way(:
so nice talking to someone close for long.
and im sure singaporeans (ivan & i) can sure sustain a conver for long !
hahahaha.
dora came later to meet us.
okay, surprise surprise, a cake ! thanks sweetest(:
they sung bday song for me, with the other table (also celebrating bday)
haha, i made wishes. long long wishes.
for e first wish, i hope for 3 wishes.
hehes, 2nd - confidential.
so in all, i made more than 5 wishes.
hahahhaha ! that was greedy thou. i hope will all come true !!!
not so accurate since it wasnt on e actual day itself. hahaha !
and they took some pictures.
i was freaking hell ugly in some of those.
ohmygod. better not post it uh, u people.
and then i found out the ultimate truth from IVAN BAY.
ohmygod, i shant mention abt the content.
but anyway its just something that cuts me so deep (sounds serious)
sobs, (crying like shit)
all the sweetest things he told me are all fake !
hurhh ! 1.5th, pui !!!
i dont believe u anymore, never ! hhahahaa.
big big liar !
plus he say i *** ***
hahaha, a unique way thou.
but still, im utterly disappointed in this 100% perfect man.
or rather, the one who used to hold this prestigious honor in my heart.
now, 0%. negative 100%.
hurhhurhhhh !
hahahaha, hope he sees this and do something abt it.
hahahahah *hinthint*
so after jason knocked off. which is like close to 11pm, we headed to clarke quay.
supposed to be watching the 2 moons.
but realised we got scammed.
either by the weather or by the email sent ard.
walked ard and took cab home.
before we got on e cab and on our way home,
this super duper cute jason kept repeating,
"later wna conference or not?"
"so later wna conference?"
"got conference or not?"
"so later wna conference or not?"
non-stop =..=
it was similar to our last sentosa trip.
where he repeated the sentence,
"do you know this piece of wood can float?"
throughout. even after he got bashed up by others, he persisted.
hahahaa, the never-say-die spirit.
andya, jason is super nice.
cos he gave me a present(: others also super nice !
except ivan bay (perception of him changed)
hahahahahaha ! thanks people for the dinner, jokes, cake, craps & love(:
i feel e warmth(:
and dora, missed u so much ! hahaha.
really appreciates. cos tmr, no, later she has an exam @ 9am.
but she forked out precious studying time to meet for my mini dinner-celebration.
thanks(((((:
loves, ure impt okay !(:
pray hard hard that u'll get good results & do welll(x
next, a very big thank-you to people who smsed me happy bday(:
hahaha, really thankyou all for rmbing, making that effort to sms(x
hahaha, hugshugs(:
&for those who forgotted, u all better watch out.
hahahahaha ! JUST JOKING !
nothing great (:
hahahahahaha, okay. thats all for today.
shall post for tmr's outing (:
sweet sweet 17 to me & me & me(:
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
exam's over !!!!!!!!
wheeeee !exam's finally over, finally finally finally.so today, went out with rong and lil hua after that.for lunch, dinner, dunch then.was craving for arcade then. hahahaha.so e 3 dumbasses went dont to, what zone ?uhh, anyway, really very fun.hahaha, then lirong had to leave first. for her IT show thing.so left me with xiao hua.=..= (hehe)played photo hunt and some hammering game.xiaohua damn lousy !!!!! then finally cheryl came back for us, with francesca.becos i shopped @ daiso for an hour plus, so it was 9plus when xiaohua and i went foodcourt to buy food.the lights for the stall xiaohua wna patronise was off initially.so immediately, he turned to me and exclaimed "hong kan" @ me.what the hell right ?!?!?!??!?!then right after that the stall light came back.hahahahaha ! that loser, shouted for nothing.so i acted angry with him for awhile.and he was rather apologetic for scolding me. hehehehe.then right after that, i saw him throwing something into a black bag.i found it weird as to why did he threw his rubbish into a bag,a female bag, hand bag, hung on e trolley in e stall.then right after he threw e receipt in, the auntie looked at him.but i guessed he didnt see that.anyway, after we left e stall, he asked if i saw him throwing.after confirming with him, i realised he thot that was e black rubbish bag.awwwww, damn hilarious.that 4-eyed dumb dumb threw rubbish into people's bag.hahahahaha.ohkay, and and and, spotlight doesnt sell spotlight.got it.look forward to tmr ! hahahagoodnight !
Saturday, August 23, 2008
mia for long =..=
okay, hello. im dead.first, tired to death.ive been not slping for a few days alrd.cant get myself to sleep ever since i dreamt of the "good brothers"damn lucky.and i realised my da ge also dreamt of them too.so when i woke up today, i realised i hurt my neck.now i cant turn properly.cos it hurts like shit.anyway, i got my retainers.yesyesyes, cheryl teo is right.i speak unclearly, like short tongue, freaking funny.hahaha.ohya ! i received an email from ivan bay.Two moons on 27th August
27th Aug the Whole World is waiting for...... .... (obviously, my bday la!)
Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August. It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. This will cultivate on Aug. 27 when Mars comes within 34.65M miles off earth. Be sure to watch the sky on Aug. 27 12:30 am. It will look like the earth has 2 moons. The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287.
another email(: AUGUST BABY.
Fun to be with.(i hope) Secretive.(really?)
Difficult to fathom and to be understood. (i dont understand either)
Quiet unless excited or tensed.(errrrr, cheryl says otherwise)
Takes pride in oneself.(of cos la, who doesnt ?) Has reputation.
Easily consoled. Honest.(*grinz*) Concerned about people's feelings.
Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.(yeayea!)
Moody and easily hurt.(ya lor, kawai !) Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.(yea!)
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.(i am nonsensical !)
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.(only at times)
Caring and loving...(*shyshy*) Treats others equally.(hmmm)
Strong sense of sympathy.(better to have empathy)
Wary and sharp..(like real) Judges people through observations.
Hardworking.(bullshit) No difficulties in studying.(rubbish)
Loves to be alone.(siao. but true @ times)
Always broods about the past and the old friends.
Waits for friends.(a BIG HINT for my friends)
Never looks for friends.(crap =..=)
Not aggressive unless provoked. (STRONGLY AGREE)
Loves to be loved.(who doesnt ?)
Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
(see, dont hurt me hor !)
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
byebye PACC !
heehee, im back !
today, pacc. byebye !
i got the format wrong, everything wrong.
awww, pathetic.
haiis, i do care actually.
but aiyah, i supposed im too complacent.
too last minute.
too much distractions, lack of concentration.
must improve on it !
heehee. *grinzzzzzzzzz*
anyway, 2 down left 1 more !
then meanwhile, im gonna so concentrate on mycasingdimension.
really really touch on it this time.
then thereafter, i think im starting work.
most prob is call centre @ starhub.
with ms teo.
heeheee. *another grinnzzz*
hahah, im started to love my life.
life without school.
woohoooo !
im so excited when i hear about working.
becos work = $$, $$ = australia after diploma !!!!!!
so i can tour with you, you, you and you.
but i haven found one of the you.
anyway anyway, today was very much of a happy day.
like how usually it would be when 2 dumbasses go out.
laughter, makan, crap, shop.
we went down to takashimaya for interview after our paper.
walked a super long distance to take a bus we could take nearby.
thanks to me (x
then makan makan makan.
all fattening and guilt-strickening stuffs.
our agent is very much a nice lady i hope.
she intro us quite a number of part time jobs.
one @ UBI and one @ LOYANG.
then when she wna say ubi & loyang,
she said "U-YANG & LO-BI"
for 3 consecutive times.
it was so freaking hilarious that i couldnt control my laughter.
i think i laughed for 1 full minute.
okay enough, too rude.
haha, then we went kinokuniya.
cheryl wanted to buy her magazine..
so i went around to search for JAMES PATTERSON's book.
OHMYGOD.
GUESS WHAT ?
I FOUND 1ST TO DIE.
FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS, IVE BEEN ACTIVELY SEARCHING FOR IT.
I FOUND IT.
AND BOUGHT IT.
im very haolian now.
*gringringrinzzzzzzzzzzz*
im gonna buy all his books.
i promise ! hehehe. full collection uh.
*hintshintshints*
then headed tangs plaza to search for the watch i wanted.
ohmygod. its outta stock.
no more. demoralized. lost the fighting spirit of my life.
exaggeration, yes. but true )x
then headed home.
in mrt, suddenly cheryl exclaimed.
"eh ?! why my hand got blue ink ?"
apparently, the ink came from her blue kinokuniya plastic bag.
wahahahaha ! so freaking funny again.
reached hougang mall.
played ard as usual, girllllsssss.
you know what ?!
i lost my waterbottle and pencil case on monday.
black monday.
urgh, curse and swear myself. being careless.
*sobs*
i dont wna talk to u alrd. byebye.
Monday, August 18, 2008
hello !
wooohoooo !fom is finally over. actually i didnt bother abt it very much either.heheh, guilty guilty.hope and pray freaking hard wont kena forward module.didnt do anything much on sat and sun either.let me update u with my timetable(xsaturday, blablabla, went to visit my ah ma.she's been there for 3 weeks alrd.awww, she's really very pitiful.i saw her moaning and groaning in pain all the while.she had a metal stick (ard 0.7cm in diameter) drill across the lower portion of her kneecap.which is like freaking gross ?!?!!?!?its like barbeque-ing leg.doc gave 2 options.1. operation 2. drill her like dog.optimally, i'll go for 1.she too old, hence operation carries high risk.however, she will be whole lot better if operates.but the negative part is we might not be able to see her again.my 4th gugu also chose 1.she said she rather risk this once than torture her for long.cool enough.but the usual clique, the 2nd and 3rd disagree.they are bigger ma. so my 4th gugu got no say.they chose to drill my ahma.no chance of recovery. she's too old for shit sake.her bones wont heal. so now my ah ma suffer. thanks to the usual brainless clique.i had the same experience when before.when i told them not to cry in front of my dad,they agreed and went back to stand beside him and continue crying.hahaha, cute right ?my ahma's just so poor thing la.but anyway, she recognises me !!!!we wanted to divert her pain.so we asked her who we are, one by one.she knew everyone, except my brother !!!heheheheh ! loser loser loser !she claimed that she hadnt seen him before.hahaha, and she said im ah nam's (my father's) ah min (that's me) !okay, the other big thing.i saw my er bo (2nd uncle)the one who lived him china since 17, becos he used to join the riot (chong cheng main school)yah la, smart people always like to do cute stunts.then when he wna come back, my ahma lost his identity card and birthcert.u know la, people in the older days.he's very much like an older version of my dad.ohmygod.its like seeing my father.even though its the first time seeing him,i didnt feel like he's a stranger.i felt close, a sense of belonging, kinship.i sensed my father.he's lil action, he's attitude, the way he behaves,very much like my dad.it might sound a lil perverted but i observed him, his lil actions.he didnt sound cheena, not at all.he's a shorter, darker, older version of papa.strange enough, brother felt that way too.he's a quiet man, just like dad.he like to hunch, just like dad.he's shy and will turn away when blushing, just like dad.he sits like dad, talks like dad.everything of him makes me think of dad.i felt like crying when im with him.but i want to be with him, i want to feel of dad.haha, dont wna talk abt it alrd. sounds emo.anyway, sun's routine.noon time, went kovan to have lunch with my cute mum.she dragged me there.the pontian wanton mee that is newly opened @ kovan food market is really nice.cheryl, next time bring u there. ahhahaha.then went home.and to nuh to visit my ah ma again.she talked to my mum. for the first time in my life, she spoke more than 20 sentences to her.ohmygod. thats so touching.hahaha, can sense her loneliness. really.so kept her accp for awhile before we left.took mrt to my 4th aunt hse. sun's routine.da ge drove us home @ ten.thats how i wasted my day.shit, fom. urgh.so today. was Dday.damn it.woke up @ 9 to study.went to sch, after that met xiaohua and cheryl for dinner.xiaohua ate with us, and is gonna eat again when he goes home.so touched.crapped our way through as usual.he laughed at me.he said my teeth are big.SO WHAT THEY ARE BIG ?ITS CUTE =.=AND, ERM, BIG MEANS HEALTHY.u know ? u small teeth big head.hahahahaha.so mean..hmmm, thats all for today ? okay la. be good, go slp.nights !
Friday, August 15, 2008
boring !
hellohello !
some people comment about me leaving my blog untouched too long.
then touched too much at one go.
so im gonna blog tonight.
i did it yesterday night too okay ! (defensive)
woke up early today.
cos i have itab retest @ 10am @ T436 - damn far
when i reached there, the examiner told me i dont have an exam acct.
becos mrs goh, my itab lecturer, the lady i met @ a&e on tues
told her i wont be going for retest.
hahaha. hence, i strolled back to take ec listening.
shun bian went to buy foolscap paper.
cos i know my class people most likely wont bring.
had alot of difficulty climbing back er mei shan.
like old lady liddat.
had lunch @ fc6 with my class people
heeeheeee, joshua say my teeth nice(((:
woooohoooo !
received the examiner's sms.
retest @ 2pm.
alamak la. @ t436 AGAIN.
@#$%^&*
finally done.
met muthu, cos he was slping in main lib.
with matthew reading his sun zi bing fa or something.
he went town with friends.
hehs, i reach kovan @ ard 530 ?
self-shopping for like 2hours there.
seriously boring.
my life is a bore, im a bore.
hahahahaha.
bought loadsa crap shits.
im such a spendthrift.
i spent ard a hundred ?
hahahahaha, scold me la scold me.
i'll earn it back.
no easy money, cheryl.
hahahahaha !
andya, we is always better than i
nice phrase right ?
Thursday, August 14, 2008
pompompom day(:

heehee *grinz*

nice @ the 112 busstop. next time only take @ there.

not kissing her for goodness sake, im perfectly straight.
unless u can find a girl who looks just like 08. hahahaha !

and hell, i wasnt peeping @ her. but rather, laughing @ her !

i thot her pics were rather plained. so i decided to add some effects(:




spoil her pic (cheryl teo fyi)

then it got real funny

act funny la she =..=

i was just trying to show rong's sweet

so i gave her this eyes

she's forever laughing at my eyes


definitely not me)x

since i cant open my eyes big, i shall shut it tight

cheryl's mouth =..=

the 4 of us(:


i want rice, not mice. u know u know ?

spoil her picture

hehe, this is the real me.

i admit i was acting feminine =.=