Saturday, August 2, 2008
haiis
hmmm.. supposed to visit grandma today.
but due to some reason, didnt la.
then used laptop for e whole day.
super bored.
forgot clean abt proj.
gotta rush it out tmr.
had a huge quarrel with mum, felt so guilty.
heng now okay alrd.
promised her to give in to my brother.
=..=
now she's telling me abt how sad she felt for grandma.
see, she's so nice la.
even thou grandma treated her so cold for so many years,
she still speak nice things for her.
but seriously, grandma is really very poor thing.
till now, she still dont know abt her son's death.
its been like 4 months ?
then my gugu say recently grandma kept seeing a black figure in her hse.
and sometimes the figure will ask her if she's fine.
ohmygod.
so grandma kept suspecting that its my dad.
and ask them how my father's doing.
and when my 4th gugu told her my dad's fine, she dont believe.
and insisted on asking my 3rd gugu.
then the other time when my dad was still ard,
my gugu they all brought grandma to visit him in e hos.
and thereafter she got really upset and worried sick for dad.
so much that she refused to eat for a few days.
she's 97 this year and suffering so much.
sometimes i really pity her alot.
thou seriously not close at all, but i still feel bad.
now that she's in e hos, she will definitely expect dad to visit her.
everyone is thinking of excuses as to why my dad cant.
my 2nd uncle and his family shld be coming over from china soon.
on 31july, my 2nd uncle dreamt of my dad.
in his dream, dad told him to come to see grandma for the last time.
he called on then and told 2nd gugu abt it.
the following day, which is 1august, grandma fell and fractured her leg.
she was in so much pain that she nearly died.
is this all coincidence ?
like too coincidental isnt it ?
andya, grandma shld be going for operation soon.
initially doc say wont have operation cos she's too old for it.
but now dont know why changed his statement.
i wonder if she's able to withstand the pain from operation.
so sad for her also.
supposed to celebrate her birthday on the next weekend.
i think its cancelled.
shld feel kinda lucky cos if not,
everyone would have to think of excuses for my dad's absence again.
everyone in the family is most feared of family gatherings and celebrations now.
but due to some reason, didnt la.
then used laptop for e whole day.
super bored.
forgot clean abt proj.
gotta rush it out tmr.
had a huge quarrel with mum, felt so guilty.
heng now okay alrd.
promised her to give in to my brother.
=..=
now she's telling me abt how sad she felt for grandma.
see, she's so nice la.
even thou grandma treated her so cold for so many years,
she still speak nice things for her.
but seriously, grandma is really very poor thing.
till now, she still dont know abt her son's death.
its been like 4 months ?
then my gugu say recently grandma kept seeing a black figure in her hse.
and sometimes the figure will ask her if she's fine.
ohmygod.
so grandma kept suspecting that its my dad.
and ask them how my father's doing.
and when my 4th gugu told her my dad's fine, she dont believe.
and insisted on asking my 3rd gugu.
then the other time when my dad was still ard,
my gugu they all brought grandma to visit him in e hos.
and thereafter she got really upset and worried sick for dad.
so much that she refused to eat for a few days.
she's 97 this year and suffering so much.
sometimes i really pity her alot.
thou seriously not close at all, but i still feel bad.
now that she's in e hos, she will definitely expect dad to visit her.
everyone is thinking of excuses as to why my dad cant.
my 2nd uncle and his family shld be coming over from china soon.
on 31july, my 2nd uncle dreamt of my dad.
in his dream, dad told him to come to see grandma for the last time.
he called on then and told 2nd gugu abt it.
the following day, which is 1august, grandma fell and fractured her leg.
she was in so much pain that she nearly died.
is this all coincidence ?
like too coincidental isnt it ?
andya, grandma shld be going for operation soon.
initially doc say wont have operation cos she's too old for it.
but now dont know why changed his statement.
i wonder if she's able to withstand the pain from operation.
so sad for her also.
supposed to celebrate her birthday on the next weekend.
i think its cancelled.
shld feel kinda lucky cos if not,
everyone would have to think of excuses for my dad's absence again.
everyone in the family is most feared of family gatherings and celebrations now.
