Monday, August 4, 2008
i have the sudden urge to blog abt my grandma.
yest mum and i went to visit her.
when i saw her, saw her eyes, her face, i thot of papa.
dad resembles her very much i think.
she said i grew taller alrd.
suddenly i felt so heartwarming.
all e dislikes, unhappiness over the years, resolved.
it hurts to see her broken leg hung up.
she must have felt real painful.
she asked me abt dad. ohmygod.
i swallowed real hard and was kinda stuck.
it felt so terrible to say "papa is working"
white lie ?
she wanted to speak. but i think she didnt have the strength.
its like.. i dont know.
i really dont know.
i dont know what to feel.
how to feel ?
she's too old for operation.
so she has to put the cast for 4months.
and wait patiently till its okay.
more to come i guessed.
