Thursday, September 18, 2008
am i in, or out of luck ?
alright, im supposed to be @ work now.
but yes, took mc. cos not really feeling well.
budden after i took, i really started feeling unwell.
aww, shit.
doc gave me 2 days of mc.
stating upper respiratory tract infection.
uh, it is just flu & sore throat luh.
anyway anyway, 17sept2008. hmmm.
hahahaha. just fantastic(:
but sometimes i do feel inferior too )x
like, i supposed others can do a better job. alot alot more better.
plus with regards to certain issue, i seem so low.
im starting to doubt myself, again.
nvmnvm. think on e brighter side.
im gonna meet dora later.
to buy what huh ? hahaha, gonna get chopped into pieces alrd.
anyway, aranda country club on 22/23/24 sept(:
haha, gang chalet.
this is e first time e whole gang staying out tgt for 2 nights.
only dora & i xiang yi wei ming.
cos i predict there'll be monkeys like donovon & jason making fun.
awwwwww, im gonna miss work alrd.
hehehe.
but next week im going night safari, i think.
anyway, according to that pervert lee han liang,
soda + what, can help to get better from flu ?
isit some indian remedies ? hahahahhah !
(i bet someone's gonna see this and start saying i have prejudice against him again)
i realised its so hard to create a balance in everything.
every single thing.
sometimes its really hard, really really hard to be happy.
cos whenever im sure i can do it well, i end up with disappointment.
sometimes what i need is just a lil lil encouragement from some people.
but they end up piling onto my troubles.
i know i cant balance things out.
never.
its such an contradictory to my name.
urgh.
and just when im smiling,
i understand i'll stop someday, somehow.
revert to how i was again. its just like a cycle.
and to minmin's friend,
i understand ure misery, fully.
ive been thru whatever ure going thru right now.
its okay darling, we learn from happenings.
we'll grow, we'll love & we'll treasure.
what's most impt now is to show him ure concern, ure love.
tell him u need him, u need him to be strong.
stay with him, whenever u can.
study hard, strive for ure o's.
let him be proud of u.
whatever it is, he'll send an angel down for you.
like what my dad did.
im kinda missing pumpkin.
the lady who has been mia-ing from my blog for quite awhile alrd.
whoever u are, if u need me just let me know.
i'll be most oblige to be of help.
even if its just a normal sorrows-pouring session.
